The Beautiful One

the beautiful one 

once sang again

and all Gods children 

said amen

A beautiful new 

beginning began

And darkness 

was never seen 

or heard from again

Truth Love and Light 

Lit the path

And the golden phoenix 

rose in the end

The beginning 

was the end 

and the end 

was the beginning 

And all gods children 

never cried again

Flashbacks and stories

Memories haunting

Past lives invading

A lost when evading

Go this way

Go that way

Go towards the light

Then turn right

Or is it left

Upside down

Right side up

Nobody knows

I’m blind as

$@&%

A warrior of light

To long in the fight

Love light and peace

Became my plight

The Golden one

To bright to see

Became to tarnished

To breathe

They pulled him apart

They took his heart

They anti reversed

His brain and gave

His sister a new start

They loved him so

They couldn’t let

Go

In the end 

The magic

Was dead

So they put him

On his farm

And chopped

Off his head

The imprint goes on

He’ll never see again

Living forever

He’s perfectly dead

A chaotic box of noise

The noise is loud today

Voices coming and going

Peace can't be known

Here is a chaotic box of noise

don't go insane

Sleep, 

no rest, 

dreams are a reminder

I scream myself awake, 

but I'm still dreaming

No peace 

no quiet place to go

The loud chaotic world won't go

There is no escape from the pain And noise 

no rest for the weary 

Pretend peace 

and fake weed

fake smiles and deeds 

smile for the cameras

Find your peace 

but what's real 

And what’s fake

That's all he knows 

that's his role

Lessons are learned 

but so it goes

The show goes on, 

only Truman knows 

How it feels to live a life 

where everyone has a role 

except him there is no escape 

To much inside his head 

to navigate A maze of lies 

on top of the maze of mind 

The kryptonite won't let him shine 

it's never time

An elephant journals, 

love inside his head

Saying hold on...but for how long

So on he goes 

pretending he doesn't know 

Truth be told and so it goes 

and so it goes 

Dreaming dreaming 

and endless show 

for All to know. 

1000 lives 

1000 deaths 

1000 fake endings 

plus the rest. 

This is just a test. 

Karma Paid 

no not yet 

the show continues 

cancel it put

it to rest.

#karma #life #love #truth #chaos

The world we know

Disillusionment rains

Lightening strikes

Thunder screams

The world we know

There is no hope

Twisted in a web

Disappointment known

God knows why

This is how it goes

Why we don’t

Nobody knows

How can it be

To much shown

Love grows for all 

Family and friends

But They

Await my death

I've died a 1000 times

You'd think it 

would be enough

Fear gone who cares

The world is sad

Nothing is real

Sheeps led

Lions feast

Broken plans

Books read

Preachers preach

Poor people seek

For what they have

Lions take 

the poor give

Nobody cares 

it's how it goes

A broken system

God only knows

Another gun

Another death

And so it goes

Nobody knows

Unless your dead

Peace comes

But still I mourn

For the lost sheep

Alone and bewildered 

They need our help

The systems broke

And so it goes

My heart is broke

A golden diamond 

A brilliant mind

Stuck somewhere 

in between

A fallen kingdom

And new earth

Truth and light

Still evades

Shadows and darkness

Thumbs on brain

Hold him There

They won't let go

The dark sun 

A forgotten light

Damn this family plight

Spirit and light

A gift from god

Thrown away

For a crown 

that fades

Lost and alone

Numb to it all

Healing a 

broken circle 

he keeps 

dreaming 

anyway

Two suns

Two moons

An era for 

the gods 

Will be 

known

Dreaming awake

Let it be done 

Rising in Christ 

the phoenix 

shall be won

all will see 

a new creation 

Made

light will 

no longer 

evade

Peace Love

And Light

Will soon 

Be Made

Until then

Stay in

Your Light

Do what’s right

Do No Harm

And Everything 

Is Going to

Be

Alright

Moments in time

Cathartic moments

Time gone by

Lost love cries

Sings a song

Leaving behind

Truth and light

Walking away

Leaving us behind

Friendships die

Ego cries

Ashes blow by

Broken promises

Shattered in vain

The sun sets

Another day

Memories hide

Babies cry

Life goes on

Waiting for

The son to shine

Quantum surfing 

Surfing through time

To the next level

Freedom will be mine

Life in a box

Dreaming again

Surfing again

On broken time

Waiting for the end

Peace will come

Gods will be done

It seems

never ending

When will she come

A plan is at hand 

trust the process

Surfing on dry land

Till god comes again

I’ll be here waiting 

As long as it takes

Patiently surfing 

Upon dry land

Post everything breaking

Like the waves

Crashing down

quantum surfing

Fixing it all

Through space and time

Glory will be mine

Quantum 

surfing

Alone but loved

But not in this time

Soon she’ll be his

Because he surfed 

Breaking through time

Theres a place she knows

Inside of her soul

Her story is known

happiness grows

A life deemed 

of love she knows

The life she manifested 

her family grows

Her husband 

a thumb so green 

a healers heart

A love so true 

it was art

She took it slow 

and used her words

An understanding heart 

learning to fly

Her life was finally hers 

with god by her side

Her light shined bright

The voice of an angel

love fell from the sky

Her life was slow

A bohemians way

She grew pot 

herbs and food

And gave it away

A healer she was

She made her way

Fame she did not want

It wasn't the way

They did not understand

He'll take her away

They have to remember

Her light is the way

Fame and fortune

Led astray

Peaceful and calm

Truer than true

She knows this path

Is hers through 

and through

She's using her words

So everybody knows

Her heart has been healed

She stayed in her light

Now everything is alright

Impulse Control

1000 years of training

1000 years of saying

1000 years of dying

1000 years of crying

1000 deaths you'd think

She'd get it.

1000 soft openings

To show her the way

It took so long

She has much to say

1000 years was it too much

She loved them all but they

We're taken away

In the end she learned

The lessons they gave

Everything was stripped away

Left with impulses 

scars from above

The path was wide open 

strength from above

1000 year rain to show her the way

Impulse control was the final way

She tamed her wild heart

1000 years was it too much

She loved them all but they

We're taken away

In the end she learned

The lessons they gave

Everything was stripped away

Left with impulses scars from above

The path was wide open strength from above

1000 year rain to show her the way

Impulse control was the final way

She tamed her wild heart

Gods love showed the way

She learned to control kept the shadows at bay.

She prayed for mercy and love to endure

The lessons god gave her surely there's no more.

She won't react 1000 times she sees

A gift of gods love she feels free.

Caught

Caught in a trap

Which way do I go

Round and round

And round we go

Down the rabbit hole

she falls 

never ending 

He hit ground 

To many times

Just say when

Just breathe 

my friend

Almost done

That’s what they say

We’re sorry 

Again and again

To much said

Time resets 

again

Resilience never ends

Peace love light

Till it ends

For a first love

Becomes his friend

Again

We found our way

Two Gemini’s

Let’s say

To many darts

Thrown our way

Thumbs on brain

Don’t start it again

We’re finally

All together again

To much pain

To little gained

A heart that breaks

Robots invade

Tomato toma’to

Cloaked and layered

A cone of despair 

An earth in fear

Two will shine bright

This love won’t end

I found you again

My heart

Was gone

Now beats again

Peace love and light

We found home again

Two became one

Once upon a when

Let our new 

Love story

Begin

The god 

needs his

Ess 

Love 

never ends

The beginning 

Will be the end

And the end 

Will be 

The beginning 

Once upon

A when

Became the now

Peace love 

And light

We found home

Together we breathe

Once again

A golden diamond 

A brilliant mind

Stuck somewhere in between

A fallen kingdom

A new earth

Truth and light

Still evades

Shadows and darkness

Thumbs on brain

Hold him There

They won't let go

The dark sun 

A forgotten light

Damn this family plight

Spirit and light

A gift from god

Thrown away

For a crown that fades

Lost and alone

Numb to it all

Healing a broken circle 

he keeps dreaming anyway

Two suns

Two moons

An era for the gods 

Dreaming awake

Let it be done 

Rising in Christ 

the phoenix shall be 

all will see 

a new creation 

Of love and light

Just let it be

I came before the fall

I rose from the dead 

I’ve seen it all 

two earths ago 

we had a ball 

to much ego 

destroyed it all 

humanity fallen 

to little known 

stuck in a loop 

a battle lost 

a past when long ago 

forgotten memories 

stared it all 

A gods return to fix it all 

was taken in vain 

oh the Cain and Able 

of it all 

stuck in between 

nowhere to go 

I’ve been here to long 

I’m over evolved 

cocooned but awake 

they were sure I’d fall 

white knuckling through life 

the Un brilliance of it all 

a diamond mind 

a goddess heart 

golden blood 

yet It’s still to dark 

blessings to come 

or so I hear 

the blonde one evades 

my heart will go on 

I’ll float through time 

we will always be one 

Dancing in the moonlight

Singing our songs

Together again

I’ll never give up

The you and the me

Together we are one

Forever because 

Our lights became one

He’s to golden 

to be trapped in a box

Drifting down the river

Lost in a dream 

The lover

Became the thinker 

The thinker became the Christ 

The Christ became the Phoenix 

The sun and moon reborn in me

Became to golden 

for anyone to ever see

A new heaven 

a new earth 

A remarkable feat

200 000 000 million times 

I’ve been here before 

But in the end it was never me

The one to bright 

to ever see again

Saved the world 

200 000 000 Milion times

Now butterflies fly away 

and do good deeds 

for the next double infinity 

of peace is ours 

you just have

to believe in

Love

Light

And peace 

Shine bright butterflies 

And believe 

A window to love is in my soul

 I can still see her

 I can still feel her

 A longing for 

I hold the memory 

A fire in my heart

 burns Like the color of her hair 

He can't forget that spark 

Some like it hot 

We just flowed

 I was meant for you 

And you were meant for me 

A perfect love We both know 

If I'm feeling you 

You must be feeling me too 

I can't seem to let you go 

Our love is all I know 

I pray god leads us home 

Together again 

Another chance 

At perfect love 

My heart is true 

Only for you.

He lived a life 

it wasn't his 

A life of trauma 

to show him 

the way 

A beautiful soul 

lost in darkness

His light dimmed 

on purpose

A surviving heart 

never lost its spark

His strength impressed 

even the darkest of hearts

They kept him 

down so long

They knew

if they didn't 

they would 

all be gone 

A time came 

his sons soul 

set free 

A beautiful moment 

even for me

His happiness 

was all I needed 

it lit the way 

A soften heart 

brought back 

my spark

I set him free 

and took his place

A fathers love 

so warm and true

Broke the heart 

of the fallen star

A second chance 

or three or four

The life of the 

dimmed star 

was way to hard

The strength 

he had he 

never gave up

Was inspiration 

enough

Living his life 

I found my way

Out of the darkness 

there is only one way

Redemption for all

gods love invades

the hearts of all 

it's the only way

To be set free 

he must feel 

the pain

For the light 

of his son 

paved the way 

The last man 

on earth fallen 

no more 

His wings came back 

this time for sure

A star once fell 

out of gods grace

She forgave even 

him it was her way 

The liaht of the world 

returns 

today